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Checking in with everyone here who doesn't have my personal Twitter Amanda Rogers followed. Or my older #bpdchat friends who's not familiar with my personal account. Have to have surgery to remove the lower part of my colon, soon. Will keep my updates there.

Results of #hospital procedue -6 2-8mm polyps removed & resected. There were a number of areas she didn't quite like the look of, 12 total, biopsied. Extra imaging of the area where the surgery will be done. Extreme swelling/inflammation there. 2 wks for pathology to come back.

I need your help I've volunteered to get #mentalhealth literature to patients of psych units, men & women sex trafficked, #metoo & look forward to the first #selfcare book-mobile. We haven't grants or funding yet. If you have any you're not using, consider them donations.

How's your evening going? My life tonight, what a blast. 😕 At 39, what I have to look forward to for the foreseeable future. Major surgery come Aug 1st.🥺 This is what #pain looks like. Forgive the bedhead & brows are a hot mess. #IDC.

📌 Surgery Update #colorectalcancer August 1st. Lower resection, rebuild of rectum, & sacral fusion. Will be in bed for 12 weeks to reduce risks & complications. After 12 weeks, insertion of sacral pacemaker alerts me to poo. amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls…

#bpdchat #bpd #postop #surgery #WednesdayMotivation #wednesdaythought Keep me company, 5 days post-op, 6 weeks in bed.

I think my #surgeon botched my surgery because he is now gaslighting me. Refusing to anger, general surgery questions & he also shot down what I'm feeling & has refused to continue refilling my prescription. He only gave me 2 days of pain medication, 12 pills.

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Merry Christmas, it just don't seem like #Christmas this year worrying about bills & groceries. Electric is about to be cut off if we can't pay got behind after mom's surgery if you can help Cashapp $Amanda42701 Paypal @ AmandaRogers8182 Venmo @ Amanda-Rogers-8182 no spaces -

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