is it my incredible female intuition or is it paranoia from all of the trauma

Sometimes, i feel like i'm a mistake in everyone's life.

"help me, there's a head attached to my neck and i'm in it"

i said， i love you， when i meant something much more specific. i should have said， please don't leave me， i'm afraid to sleep alone.

sometimes you get the urge to go up to someone and just start screaming "KILL ME KILL ME PLEASE" and thats totally normal

i dont matter i never did

im going to die in this room

"this year will be different" no it wont, you're still the same miserable person and you are going to die that person

overreacting to life

im 19 doing a useless degree with no plan or desire to do anything in life

catholic tayto or protestant tayto?

how do i manage to spend every single day doing absolutely nothing

im going insane someone put me down or give me drugs

i can’t say i’m doing shitty because i don’t even have a good reason to be doing shitty. so if i say, 'i’m doing shitty' then they say, 'why, what’s wrong?' and i have to be like, 'i don’t know, all of it?'

give me good yuri to read please

cheese in noodles is disgusting and i dont understand why everyones obsessed with it now

i truly dont belong anywhere

i don’t feel like a real person at all but i am just going to ignore it

is it normal to never think of myself existing in the future, like, oomfs talk about buying a house or something and i just assume ill be dead lol- probably isnt i guess idk

im going insane im gonna cry