i hate eating, i hate eating so much!!!!! i hate putting mediocre shit into my mouth and having to chew and swallow for the sake of 'fueling my body' just to feel hungry later!!!!! eat shit just to shit shit again and again and agai I HATE IT!!!! why cant i just photosynthesize

why is it so boring to not eat like please

boredom is my biggest fasting killer. it’s soo much easier to fast when i’m busy. unfortunately i have no life

being a system sucks. other alters keep eating

i dont deserve to eat with the body i have

reopened a scar yay

body not tea. body milkshake. body pile of sugar. body heavy whipping cream. body butter.

i’m so disgusting looking

i’m so bad at cutting lately it’s actually pathetic, i need something horrible to happen to me so i can do it on high emotion (easier)

host told the body’s mum about my eating issues and our mum said she hadn’t noticed anything. taking this as permission to get worse

how i felt after answering "no" on a survey question asking if i actively self harm 💞

"cutting is not good for you" i don't car

really hard to cut laying down apparently

I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse I need to get worse