PEOPLE DO Y'ALL EVEN KNOW WHY mingi said "i never die alone." here ?!?!?!?! flashback to when yunho caught him in his arms and screamed "LETS DIE TOGETHER" 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I NEVER KNEW THAT THERE WAS A CAT LINGERING BY YUNGI'S TABLE IN THIS CLIP AT THE VERY BEGINNING AWWWW 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 yungi eating peacefully w a catto lingering nearby this is officially one of my most fav yungi clips ever ❤️‍🩹🐈🐶🐥

successfully lived the absolute DREAM aka seeing my yungi & their youth perf in bigscreens😭💙 took a video of the entire perf but only included this dance break cuz I'm embarrassed of my voice while I'm singing trying to pretend I know korean😭u can still hear my screams tho💀

let's ignore the last part aka me loosing it over them not showing the legendary yungi hug aka one of the best youth endings....well... just an empty black screen later when i heard tinys screaming which MEANT that was exactly when they hugged & THEN everything started playing 😭

my ENTIRE gallery is filled w full performance vids from the ateez movie and EVERY SINGLE ONE of them includes me screaming and singing loudly esp during wake up & cyberpunk ...that's precisely why I won't share them cuz yeah. I'm lowk embarrassed. but I do wish I could HAHAHAH

screaming WHOOOOOOOO in an empty theatre all to myself just because Mr. Fix On told us to make some noise 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

★ my ateez towards the light : will to power world tour movie screening fit today 🖤🤍 i LOVEEE flannel jackets sm can y'all tell that I have a literal surgery in less than 24 hours from now 💀 oh well 🚬

i wasn't even upset and completely forgot the fact that I came alone JDHDJSKSKF i had that much fun !! believe me or not during dancing like butterfly wings and the real i even got out of my seat & started dancing along w teezies in the middle of the empty theatre AHAHAHAH

I DON'T HAVE TIME TO SEE THIS TONIGHT DAMN ITTTTT didn't the collab perfs get released today too AAAAAAAAH I didn't know it was releasing today ?!?!

WDYM THEY RAPPED AND SANG IN SPANISH HELLOOOOOOOOOO???!! i can't wait to devour this performance at the hospital tom

i won't lie if I say I'm still not afraid abt all this but knowing everyone's post cholecystectomy experiences calmed me down immensely! just esp scared abt the IV needles pain in my wrist for 2 whole days till Sun (bc they hurt me badly during the MRI) but hey, I'm strong 💪

heyy guys my post surgery(cholecystectomy) update the surgery went well yesterday! but I have been going through absolute HELL since yest,esp yest the pain & soreness was SO extreme,i even cried when I came out of the OT room cuz I woke up quicker than usual from anesthesia😭+qrt

surgeon said thereason i was experiencing that much pain bc they didn't expect me to wake up JUST 2 mins later they stopped giving me the anesthesia dose & wrapped up surgery😭usually ur supposed to wake up when they bring u to ur room but I immediately woke up in the OT itself+

but yeah that's not the only reason why i experienced THAT intense pain yest...it's prolly cuz my body is taking time to adjust to living without a gallbladder now...but fuck the pain was so extreme yest post surgery, my incision areas hurt like hell as well as my abdomen;-; +qrt

anyways yep,even today aka day 2 post surgery, I'm finding it extremely difficult to even get out of bed & walk around,but unfortunately while going to the bathroom i have to but goddamn it puts SO much pressure in my internal organs;-;even laughing & coughing is super painful😞

and thank you so, so much for your replies + love & support here😭🙏, i actually checked them out right before surgery like 20 mins earlier & they almost made me cry, i really don't have any irl friends that came to meet me... y'all are like my loving online family now😭❤️‍🩹

managed to watch a bit of the live premiere of today's ateez+ ep 4 at da hospital heh(i had real bad cramps a bit later when i sat & started watching,so I had to rest later instead:( hope y'all aren't missing me too much yungi nation, I'll be back for next week's ep hopefully😌🙏

anyways I'll be taking my leave & catching up on my sleep now (couldn't sleep at all yest night bc of the pain)just wanted to give post surgery update since so many of y'all gave me your hearty well wishes-you guys deserved to be one of the first ones to know abt my condition❤️‍🩹