I have no idea what I'm doing. But hanging out with these boys today

Leg day is getting more fun! Though I can't shake this feeling that someones laughing behind me as I take mirror selfies.

New week! Chest day (yes, those are my light weights :D ). Also just noticed my shoes aren't flat for lifts/squats. Oops lol

Good morning from the GD studio office. 5 weeks sober today! Working on a Rogue patch so the community can play something strafe jumpy. Still doing daily gym and figuring out life :D

Gym time with PT terese. I think she's building an obstacle course.

On it. This one's for drdisorder.bsky.social . No cravings to drink. Life is a lot more fullfilling and balanced for me without. Got an escape room birthday party tomorrow. An escape room for Swedes is anything social

It's my Grans birthday tomorrow. She's turning 95. She reads two books a week. Her fav is murder mystery or anything deep/dark like biograthys. If anyone has any good recommendations, I'd super appriciate it. Any good reads in other areas are v welcome also. She's a machine ❤️

People who get mad before the dota match starts make me sad :/ time for workout

OK, I got some protein and creatine today since I'm 42. Maybe it helps! Muscles are tired, or rather I'm feeling tired lately.

OK creatine workout. New gym pants were a mistake! Should got em a size smaller :)

Donno if placebo. But yesterday's back workout with creatine felt good. today got n8ce doms! Today chest! Have a good week all!

Gym continues. Doing 40kg lat pull downs. I think I started 25-30. So thats progress! My dream is to do a pull up. One day!

Today I had icecream. Today was a good day

All for meeee? Oh its sat. I need friends

Works kicking my ass. Missed gym. But did home workout! Squats. Pushups and youtube! Now to stretch. Soon 2 months sober woop woop

Getting back into Dota. learning core. the grind is getting better. Still super fun. Love this game. Fun to learn a new role

Getting close to 45kg lat pulldowns. Can only do 6 reps. So staying at 40. Looking forward to hitting 50. Tmrw I think is 8 weeks sober. Losing count as it gets more normal!

this feels dirty. not sure if its playing dota.