Found the pics of my first beans on my old phone and the scars are all so faded now( #beanstwt #shtwt

Still in the psychward but I got my phone now

Latest beans #beanstwt #shtwt

Stitched up #shtwt

Had no scissors so I had to untie all stitches #shtwt

They saw I opened it up again, so they brought be back to the ER where they cut off the healing skin so it can properly heal all over again #shtwt #shedtwt

Opened my stitches up again blelele #shtwt #shedtwt #beanstwt

I had nothing to sh with, so I used a massage ball<\3 my arm is so swollen now and it has been burning for 6 hours nonstop

Psychward nails!!

My blade got taken, so I stole butter knife from lunch</3 #shtwt #beanstwt

I only love myself when my stomach is empty and when my lungs are full of smoke

I'm genuinely heartbroken rn, I want to die

I haven't eaten solid anything in 3 days, only juice and sometimes chocolate milk. Hospital staff try to make me eat, but I don't like any food and I feel so sick. I want to go back to a week ago

Omg they lifted 1 on 1 supervision so I can be in my room alone now hehe they took all but not my shoelaces