20+ edtwt plsssss where r the rest of u guysss

grocery haul: cosmic crisp apples green grapes nature valley bars low carb tortillas goat cheese cottage cheese eggs salmon fillets cucumbers tomatoes avocado salad greens quinoa salsa hummus dijon mustard gochugaru rice vinegar

dinner tn: salmon, half a tomato, and side salad i made with a lil bit of goat cheese crumbles and i made my own lemon vinaigrette sort of

that was delicious actually but im starting a fast idk how long we'll see

gm got everyone pizza today and i didnt even flinch, i just went oh no thank you🩷

it feels so wild to be able to say anything at all about my ed struggles here because i cant talk to anyone irl nonody can ever know im relapsing its my little secret until they blink one day and im a whole new girl, a skinnyyyy girl

I LOST 10 LBS IN 5 DAYS????!!!

only 20 hours, my job calls for me running around fast doing alot lifting alot sometimes and i felt a little too off today and i work the next 4 days, so i had salmon, salad, and half a tomato again, it is what it is

my fast is underway, but i woke up sick today, so herbal tea and water it is

friends birthday is coming up and she wants to go to a restaurant, other friend wants brunch dates, this is going to get harder to hide, or i just have to omad those days with whatever i order, fuckkkkkkkkk

pretending the last 2 days didnt happen

fuck my fat chungus life