men shouldnt be anywhere near gynecology

Even had a few admit to not being as aware as me or simply not being ready to accept what i was able to see and accept. Those who can, use me for my wisdom. They always say “i can learn alot from you” or “you give great advice”…then only hyl for advice.

When i lost my identity to motherhood & all i had left was my wisdom, i began to feel like a tool. A thing. Placed here to teach others & help them grow as it strips me with every wise word i share. Only to realize once its too late. Running from my own reality to feed others.

Now im drained. Weed and a repeated routine is my only peace since its the only thing i feel in control of now. Cant even turn to a therapist. 6 have told me im “very aware” and “answer your own problems”…”not sure how to help” “maybe a cognitive therapist is best”. ANNND REPEAT

For some reason, ppl genuinely have thought i was dumb…NEVER understood why…great grades, brain functions faster than most…very quick…witty…maybe if i was as dumb as they thought, life would be such a breeze. Happy living in a lala land since im too oblivious for reality.

I been gone so long idk if im ever coming bck. 💯 tired of reminiscing. Im mad at myself for stopping my life.

If i died today, only 3 ppl would be at my funeral. My daughter and my parents and my parents would only be there so they wont look bad…matter of fact, i highly doubt i even have a funeral. Nobody would come.

Ppl hate me more after having my baby because it further invalidates their prospective. My baby so perfect. Shes everything i knew she would be 💯💯

My childhood bestfriend use to ask me why was i txtn her on holidays when i should be with family like she is….was in 4-5th grade. I knew since a child i was the black sheep. Started at 9-11

She not use to guys inboxing her

I’on find sht funny

The t-shirts didnt workout because they didnt get one for me. Love how protected i am. They werent even going to invite me. To my own momma sht.

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It’s just roux and water 😭 mo seasoning.

100% racially motivated. I bet the car he told to “wait right here” was a white person. The rule is IF you can get over and you must slow dwn. she inched over the best she could

I bet she was in oak lawn

Oh and ruru has been sacrificed. Or klld on accident.