Not to be a lib but big part of keeping your heart pure is seeing beauty in all people. Repressing our impulses toward disgust or dismissal is good, actually.

lady at kiosk writing “DL RENEWAL” on my customer service ticket… I rebuke this

I need to fall hopelessly in love in the next 3 months or else

i feel like i should develop a nicotine addiction so that i can break it at lent next year

Watch this space for a blog piece about my Narnia-related middle school psychospiritualsexual awakening and my obsession with st Sebastian

Was comparing my early 20s to people in their early 20s rn and had to remind myself that I was working full time at a church during actual Covid like ofc I didn’t do all the early 20s things

It just sucks that the religion I love has also hurt me so deeply. But it’s a comfort knowing that Jesus is with me in my hurt, not against me

I cohabit this country with evil people who nonetheless deserve to know the mercy of Jesus - acting mercifully toward them is a leap of faith.

At the end of the day, we will all be immigrants into the Kingdom of Heaven. Refugees from the kingdom of darkness, in need of the succor from the leaves of the tree of life that heals the nations. I can only hope I am treated with more kindness than the immigrants on earth have.

“Genuine question, is it a slur for me to call you wasian” josh ✯

party 4 u

I’m not crashing out I just had coffee at 9pm and didn’t sleep

I wanna be your girl I wanna be your girl I wanna be your party I wanna be your afters

My friends. The aches. Being able to sing in tune. Windows. Tape.

I’ll miss this specific prayer corner despite the ugly blinds. It’s special not because of its beauty but because there my heart was bare.

Made my therapist cry during session today I WIN I WIN I WIN

when i was really into percy jackson i would cross my eyes while reading hoping that it would trigger my dyslexia and get me invited to camp halfblood

NOOOOOOO

If you ask a gay guy where they were during brat summer you can usually get them to trauma dump

Evan, Officially