I will never escape my misery and I have no reason to fight it. Everyday that becomes more clear. I am a slave to those who hurt me. I will die under their care
If you’re going to talk about everything I’ve done to you, then give both sides of the story. I’ve only been terrible to you because you’ve pushed me in that position. You tell me I’m useless and then won’t even let me detach myself from you. How I treat you is your fault
Im so tired and I’m so angry because everyone stares at me, expecting me to be able to piece things together and somehow fix a situation I never asked for
Sometimes I decide to let my personality and interests actually be free and then I feel like shit after. Why am I getting one night stand guilt for acting like myself. I genuinely feel repulsed