Sick of it all. Sick of being taken for granted, having my trust and good nature abused and then treated like scum/ignored.

Christmas party attended to.make people get off my case for not joining I'm work events. Thank that's over.

Nearly through the Christmas period with work. Another year of shit, but this time at least I work get the comments as to why I'm not joining in. Lives enough without having to explain how shit my like is as a reason I'm not celebrating something I don't believe in.

Shame really because there's someone at work who if I was younger (and single) I would fancy... And I think they'd like me too -- though that's delusional fantasy. (So we'll never know) But either way, I'm too old I've forgotten how to dance anyways...