You wanna go out in the world? You better grow up! Grow the hell up!

Goodnight, Laika.

Please, look at me, mama. don’t stop being my mother.

slowly, i got use to it.

i sat by the lake last week and offered my mother a slice of my orange, and she said no and i felt so lonely that i pretended i was to people so i’d have someone to share with.

I will remove my teeth, for I want to remain kind despite my anger.

I’m dirty, infinitely dirty, this is why I scream so much about purity.

Who will come to my kitchen and be hungry for me?

YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK! YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK! YOU CAN BITE AND SCRATCH AND BITE BUT YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK!

i will go to sleep now with you on my mind. smiling at your attempts to shrink me to your size.

maybe something’s broken in me. something’s broken in me and everyone knows it.

I can hear you. I can hear you. I can hear you.

Something in me wants more. I can’t rest.

In order to gain something, you must to sacrifice something first; your brother, your best friend or your own son. Time’s up.

tell them you chose to come.

I wish to vanish even from myself.

I am burden on my own heart.

I’m not your friend, i never liked you. I bite.

I knew you before I knew you. I dreamt about you before I knew you.

I asked her to forgive us and I even cried as I stroke her for the last time.