all ed side effects except weight loss

I do not 'look at mealspo' I do not 'plan my meals' I throw random food together, and if it doesn't fit in my calorie limit, I KILL MYSELF

she a 10 but randomly gets suicidal every night after being fine all day

guys my friends cancelled on me I CAN STAY HOME !!!! WOOHOO

synyster gates is my favorite lesbian 🖤🖤

“would you eat ____ to get to your ugw ??” and it’s the most scrumptious looking item of food that you could ever lay your eyes upon

“what? no i didn’t relapse, what makes you think that??” what i’m wearing on a hot sunny day:

“what is that on your thighs ??” LOOK A BIRD !!!!!

they should let you kill yourself once and see how people react and then bring you back to life

how i deal with emotions: 1. starve myself 2. selfharm 3. overeat until i feel physically ill 4. do drugs 5. overexercise

guilty of wanting one of these THEY'RE SO CUTE 😿😿 siigh

trying to decide if i want buldak ramen for lunch ... cus it's so high calorie but i REALLY want something spicy because imreally sick and it usually helps....

hopefully an omad today (praying my parents don't force me to eat dinner,,) , overestimating just in case! gonna try to burn off most of this

asked him to stay with me for a little because my paranoia is really bad right now and he dismissed me and got annoyed with me for bugging him 🫩ok maybe ill kms whatever dude

im so tired of getting my hopes up that someone will actually care Abt what im going through. that theyll support me and help me through things. but yeah me asking not to be alone is me being unreasonable i guess Okay? Okay...

sesh soon. Maybe. Probably. Myheart is pounding. I don't like being home alone