The light at the end of the twisting tunnel of desperate, self-obsessed absorption is actually just the headache that awareness drags along.

Did anyone who encouraged me along any path I've ever taken hint that fulfillment and happiness lies not at the end of any of them?

The crushing moral nothingness of the universe distorts all gain and perverts all claimed goals and won treasures.

A lingering apathy is all one can carry to match the universe's own refusal to be defined in terms of moral positivity or negativity.

'Ah, but existence precedes essence! You create your own meaning and purpose!'

Existential meaningfulness can only be defined as far as humans have explored the subject.

If there is a gap in human description of concerns in the moral realm...

If humanity has not outlined the most preferential viewpoints for existing morally and with purpose...

Then what do we have? Nothing but the random graspings of our ancestors to discern answers in the spheres of morality.

Our own brains destroy our futile graspings to live righteously and 'positively' by deluding us into thinking that such a blueprint exists.

But what I'm saying is just what anothe has said. Fuck, what is morality?

#proscribe

#NO

There exists only power

Power is being self interested #proscriber

#quest

Evade the #quest. Every moment exists with every other one. Why create a self-contained moral urn?

Evade the quest archetype. If archetype is the word... There is only one quest.

Most of what I I write most of the time I look back and think is stupid.

All the dumb thoughts just serve to make the good ones look smarter.