I really need to eat more, I know my whole goal is to cut down body fat but this way I'll just die trying.

I can never tell when people are joking or not, I just naturally assume people are rude from my expieriences.

Wow if I start bleeding and it's still here for my casting I don't know what I'll do, I'll be bloated. I'll look so bad.

I love girls they're so pretty and dainty and cute.

This is what I mean when I say my upper half is really thin compared to my lower half. #weightloss #bones #slim

The amount of food I ate today will never balence out I swear.

I'm too old for this...

Legslegslegslegslegs #picslip #proud #movitvation #fitfam

I really can never forget that voice telling me I'm too fat, it'll never go away.

Sweet sweet definition. #picslip #progress #abs

wow so different, such cool, not like u got it from somewhere 2, must pretend to be the best

I can't even breathe in this world without literally the people who are supposed to not act like an enemy criticizing me.

"you're breathing too loud" is an actual issue...MY BREATHING IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

I'm just tired, and emotionally strained, and I feel like everything is a failure, and i'm a failure, and i've got period weight im not ok.

I need new friends, or at least I should talk more to my boyfriend. Nothing feels okay, and i'm just sad all the time.

I still want to die almost 100% of the time so idk if therapy is even helping anymore.

So its been a bit but here's my 3 week before/after! I just need to tone now. #weightloss #picslip #beforeandafter

I'm just uploading photo's because my stupid phone wont accept them anywhere else. ^.^