I know how I feel. Know what i should more than likely do, but for the life of me I can't. I Love Him too much. No matter how much of an ass

Maybe fighting for the one I Love isn't worth it anymore. Seems like I'm the only one fighting. He just wants to act childish.

Because of a damn job! I'd be better off alone.

My heart aches for how it used to be.

"My heart hurts. It sucks to be stuck wanting something so bad and knowing you will never have it. "

It's time to start over...even if it kills me...

Is there a way to turn soulless? I'm all for it. No feelings. No cares. Yep...that would be the life..

I get off, banks will be closed, sucks. Having my general manager give me $20, just to make it through a night, when I didn't ask--

Makes me feel horrible. But also grateful. I just hope I never have to be in this spot again. I'm not proud of it.

Writer wants to stay in her comfy bed instead of working with people today. Any one wanna work for her? It's like 20 degrees outside.

Too early to be up. Oh, well. Morning.

//I think I've just lost a great friend...

Writer feel like crap. Aching al l over and can barley hold a cup for 5 seconds. without dropping or dumping itShaking. Now lay floor for-

{Pokes Gᴇᴇᴋ Bᴏʏ |Fake| just because with a smile}