Shaytan traps you in a cycle of misery, making you dwell on the past so you feel sad, and fear the future so you lose peace. Forget the past after Tawbah, and leave the future to Allah. Focus on pleasing Him, for Akhirah matters more than all your worries of Duniya.
Changed my WhatsApp pic to a pic of me and my dad from my cousin’s mendhi and walked in on my mom zooming into the pic on WhatsApp, had told her they both get a turn every month in rotation 😭