I love him so much

He hasn't been replying but it's okay... He's probably just busy :)

Why do things like this always happen to me? Maybe I'm just not meant for love.

sometimes i make bad decisions like i am being paid to do so. 02/15/07

and oh god. the cameras flash at us in the dark. i miss the days of sweat dripping under the radar, just off of the grid. 07/30/05

I've resorted to drinking again— I don't have to be better for him because he didn't want to be better for me.

Why do I always end up missing the people who hurt me the most?

remember me, or i hope you dont. i scream off my balcony at this sleeping city. my throat hurts and my hair smells like smoke. do you ever get the feeling that your insides and your outsides dont really go together? 02/19/07

you bring the bullets and i'll bring my love. ask me if i want it in the heart or the knee-caps? 11/13/02

anyone who's interested we need a new fab four (minus party poison) and lots of ocs!!! anything works! you can follow my kjtwt accounts Party Poison! and THE Sunset Sniper as well as any kjtwt accounts people want to link in the comments ^^

sometimes i wish i could just restart, you know? i wish i could wake up as i am, but without any of the pain, is what i mean

when the air is clear i can see how perfect you are for me.late at night when the city sleeps i cast a spell on youto make you think of me the very same way i think of you.i only love how the words feel in my head when i write them.fireworks over the valley 07/06/06

I miss him.

[CENSOR] YEAH

the pity party is officially over. i am single if you wanna hang out, bros and stellas 12/19/03

just for the record: i feel like i am falling apart. 09/07/03

i am definitly the strangest boy of them all.

Been thinkin' a lot lately... he wouldn't just up and ghost me like that, right?

Been takin' a lot more time for myself lately, sunsets still remind me of him... but i'm finally healing :)