does it ever fuck you up thinking about how old versions of you still exist to people out there. people you haven't talked to in years remember who you used to be and nothing about who you are now, and they're out there with memories of a version of you that kinda sucks
The work you did when no one was watching. The breakdowns, the not being able to get out of bed, the wondering if you wouldnโt make it. Youโre on the other side now. Take a deep breath. Enjoy the fruits of your labor. You did it.