Friendly reminder I eat between 1000-1150cal a day and I’m bmi 12’s and losing weight, I also haven’t binged nor purged in around 9 months Don’t let uneducated people make you feel bad about eating 1000+ cals, you’re valid I promise

how are y’all taking these ab bcs istg the second i click photo i lose all definition 😭

I love making my own snacks 🤍 under 80cal for all lemon cookies

My asmr account with 25k followers that I haven’t touched in months

my mum thinks I’m going to die. Like actually thinks I will. She’s always told me I’m going to get through this, that I’m going to get better etc, but that’s changed, she really thinks I’m going to die.

sorry for lack of responding im so ill atm

raging fever, headache, sore throat, no voice, blocked nose and my dumbass still can’t take a day off working out. It’s day 4? 5? Being sick and I’ve come to the conclusion I need to be physically restrained atp

I feel heart failure in my future amen 🙏

I will never fall for egg white slander. Make them savoury or sweet they’re amazing, 40 cal for the eggs and 125c for the meal, and 17g protein. I could make 100 recipes with egg whites istg

yeah.. I didn’t like the pineapple ones anywyas.. 🥲

I wish working out for 21 hours on Sunday had the same effect as working out 3hrs each day of the week

Do I agree to go inpatient on Tuesday or not. I don’t feel sick enough but if I wait any longer my bmi will be too low and they won’t accept me anyways

Tmrw might be the last time I ever engage in overexercise and idk how I feel. Im still undecided on the admission too. my mum said if I dont go she will either have to call an ambulance and have me admitted involuntarily or watch me die and she begged me not to force her hand

Anyone else only ever wear their ‘safe clothes’ ? I’ve worn the same 6 items of clothing everywhere for the last 6 months 😭

Update: Met the psychiatrist and he wants to admit me but they want me to do a medical admission to the hospital first, they’re discussing it more tmrw but I won’t go to medical I have too much trauma with it

I’m so fucking fat holy shit

Another update: I’m going ip to an edu on Monday, scared shitless but it’s that or death, and my mum said if I don’t go she’ll call up my old cymhs team and have me sectioned anyways 😀