life so boring and fucking stupid rn bro

yooo everyone in my life hates me rn and i gained i should lowkey go fucking die

lowkeeyy wanna try doing 100k steps

cutting feels so gggoooddd i missed the stinging soooo baddd

"friend" and they haven't even found an hour to go out with me since february cuz they have plans w other ppl:)

i feel so alone uhh

locking in w oomf, i need to lose 5kg asap ahahah

i'll buy cola zero in the afternoon:3

sometimes i wonder what it would feel like to eat without shame mhm i can’t remember

i js wanna be like all the pretty emo/scene boys - tall and skinny

does allat stuff thats supposed to help w urges actually do anything for example snapping a rubber band against ur wrist… cuz it always js sounded useless to me

i js wanna cuddle w my partner rn aaah

summer is always so depressing idk why

mby i'll save for my own scale

every time i eat i hear their voice in my head saying "you ate quite a lot today" and similar shi

need someone to lowk force me to slit, i deserve ts:)

i js want to be small enough they will want to hold me uh

has anyone read the book "the year i didn't eat" ??

help my partner has a photo i posted on my insta story a long time ago as their wallpaper hmm it's weird

ughhh i hate having to be clean when i dont want to