one week - still maintaining - b/p urges getting worse - kms

cw: finally back to 12 after tons of overeating 🫠 *ignore the dirty scale.

I feel so sick after purg*ng all day. gehh, my room reek as hell too ╥﹏╥ my mom keep watching her drama. sleep already, plzz!! I want to throw all this mess!!!

HELP?? how do u guys even stop grazing 😭 i literally had breakfast an hour ago n then demolished a bowl of cucumbers again and then carrots!!! I swear this just keeps happening! whether it's cucumbers, carrots, bananas, everything on the fridge!!! pls send tips 🙏😖

i’ve had an ED for 10 years and even tho i’m not recovering, this is how i’ve been feeling does anyone else relate to this?? i feel so fake n alone😭

🍓✨ even tho I’ve been overeating a lot these days… I won’t give up on my UGW. I’ll just try again, again, & again. ♡ idc, I'm a stubborn fatass! today’s rules: 2L water 15h fast 20k steps focus on protein & veggies reset button pressed. 🔒💌

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class in 30 min and lax still not kicking in. I swear if it hits during lecture, I'm ending it 💀💀

me

at 2k binged today wo purge or lax, bloated asf. I'm just going to forgive myself and read tons of yaoi till I fall asleep. gn mooties 💕