i cleaned out all the old wrappers and food i was hiding in my room today! i’ve always been a little embarrassed that i do that and i feel good about getting rid of it

life without my ed would be kinda boring tho

ate more than usual at my grandmas so i feel kinda weird but im ok it’s my grandmas food it can’t hurt me if my grandma made it ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

i’m having the worst day ever and i couldn’t even relapse if i wanted to based off of my schedule

i miss purging but no i was so miserable but i miss it but no no no

i ate ice cream w/o purging i feel gross and over fed

i’m eating too much

guys don’t forget about me bc i’m trying to stop for a little i’ll probably relapse soon anyways

I feel like ice spice all I do is get fat and skinny

almost relapsed and was crying yesterday and today and bloated and then i started my period

i ate korean corn dogs and ice cream w my friend today at this korean cafe 😱

i want to cut again but i have a vacation soon sigh i cut for the first time in 4th grade and now it’s js like a few times a yr but i dont rlly consider it a problem bc i only get urges rarely

creamy crisp barebells is so good oh my gersh

deep cleaning my room and i found a paper from when i was 13 talking about how i wanted to kms bc of my ed and how i hated everything about myself

i’m eating too much and always thinking about food I HATE IT HERE

or maybe i was just a young ho, interrupted

cotton candy alani 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋🍭🍭🍭🍭🍭🍭🍭

would yall eat my flop cookies