am i on ed twitter while waiting to go into my ED outpatient group ? yes. yes i am

my ed:

26 hrs into my fast 🥰

so i left my ED outpatient group a year ago and i was the thinnest person there then & i just rejoined two weeks ago & i’m not the skinniest anymore & literally can’t handle it

the audacity of my stretch marks to still exist after losing weight

the original version of skinny love by bon iver >> skinny love covered by birdy

There is something so comforting in feeling the restriction switch just flip back on in your head

i’m back 🫠

manifesting this 💓🌸💐

i am SO happy for everyone that has recovered, but BOY do i miss my pals from 2012-17 on here

where are my fellow ptsd/cptsd girls, guys, or theys at i need moots who understand severe trauma bc my ed wasn’t caused by “society’s expectations”….that shit was caused by trauma

. 🕯 🕯 🕯 🕯 I will not binge 🕯 🕯 In October 🕯 🕯 🕯 🕯

me in the psych ward to the psychiatrist tryna get the discharge