i quit vaping 3 months ago but i’m debating starting again for a little bit just so i don’t smoke weed and gain weight

i love when i’m fasting and i stand up and feel dizzy

Today everyone will enter their honeymoon phase again cause i said so xx

goodnight.

realization just hit me that no matter how much makeup i put on, how much i starve i will never be pretty, i will forever be ugly and unlovable, i should die lol

trying to lose weight i already lost before

BACK ON MY BULLSHIT AGAIN 🤣

ordered these fairly cheap appetite suppressant patches. i’ll let ya’ll know if they’re worth it.

cryinh looking back at my old bcs bc i rlly thought i was obese here… i was still like bmi 23 but better than my current bmi 26 🥲

I miss this mf so much

20hr fast to start myself off, then probably gonna go for 48hrs? we’ll see how i go!

one year later and this is my issue once again LOL. but trust i’m locking in so hard.

what they don’t tell u abt relapsing as an adult is how hard it is getting through a single shift while fasting 🫩

back to 77kg 🤩

me trying to sneak in on #edtwt with my bmi

anorexic april more like i ate all april