I'll talk with my bf about it cause he wanted to go on a vacation with me in September but I really need to earn more money not spend it lol

My brain after two study sessions

I think I can have a reflux?

But that's just another excuse to not eat in the evening so slay

Also I got a really flexible job that requires to stand all the time??? Is this a win win situation???

My bf wont be here for the whole weekend so I will start restricting again today with a twomad (oatmeal for my digestive issues and some pesto pasta)

I'll be standing in the sun for 4hours today so I cant pass out

Im kinda sad that I cant program or study cause of this job but I really do need my money, maybe tomorrow I'll wake up at 5am to study some

fresh start

I feel huge cause I ate 2 pizzas at the party and skinny girl ate only 1

That's my last beer and ill smoke more rather than drink since it's 0kcal

Maybe if I would lose more weight till this party they would actually see me

I feel like im here just for the appendix

He jokingly called me fat. My best friend. Wow.

If this wont be my villain skinny bitch era then I dont know what will be

I'll never feel like I have real friends cause of my autism and it feels like a nightmare

My mom and every skinny girl on this all inclusive eats so little that it makes me insane

I gained only a little through the vacation and my measurements are smaller so it's okay???? Skinny autumn????

I have a month to lose almost 5kg, cause I want to weight 57kg for the uni start!

Anyone want to be buds on Finch?