i do not “purge”. i do not “workout”. i do not “get my steps in”. i STARVE. and if i binge? i KILL MYSELF

Realizing anorexia made me more chopped but I can't handle gaining any weight so I gotta personalitymaxx but I'm dull and boring as fuck so what's the point anymore

I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in I need to lock the fuck in

the perfect color combo

it’s soo difficult to fast while also not wasting food (╥﹏╥) I feel like i’m throwing money down the drain by not eating, but I also feel bad when I do eat