I swear I don't have bad style I just have to get skinny enough to wear the clothes I like

couldn’t purge today again only water came out🫩🫩 someone killl me i need to stop drinking water with my meals

i want my collarbones to look like the same as this random dudes avatar💔💔

rearranged my room today and tomorrow i’m cleaning my closet i’m soo scared i haven’t lost a single pound since monday i seriously need to lock in when school starts🫩🫩

i feel soo much envy for other girls they’re so skinny and perfect they get asked out all the time the only “relationship” i’ve had was online and the most i’ve gotten irl was freshman year this white dude asked for my number two days in a row

just got my nails done but i cant purge for a few weeks🫩🫩💔💔

Being a BL manga fan and reading this

my relationship with my body lately:

oh my god how deep did i accidentally cut😭 i just wanted to cut after a long time i dont even have bandaids theres blood everywhere help

My thigh whenever it sees me pick up the blade

everyone’s getting smaller and smaller and i just keep getting bigger 😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

The devil in fact DID reach me he made me fat, ugly and socially awkward

me when cutting myself qctually hurts

is cutting yourself really that big of a deal like me personally i don’t wanna kms i just like seeing the blood come out and the i like the pain

I don’t CARE about macros. I don’t even KNOW what they are. I ONLY care about CALORIES

how it feels to be on edtwt when your bmi doesn’t start with a 1

i miss purging sooo bad i wanna take these nails off but they were 80 dollars😭😭😭

i wanna cut but i’m lowk too lazy to get up

me acting like one day of restriction will fix a week of binging