“not yall switching up” I WANTED HIM TO BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE NOT DIE AN EARLY HORRIBLE PUBLIC DEATH????

fucking hell never in a million years would i have thought we’d have a 1d funeral before a 1d wedding

"did you see-" I wish I didn't. I wish I would've woken up to the biggest fucking prank of all time.

not to be dramatic but it literally feels like a small part of me has died

What do I listen to for comfort when my usual comfort music will hurt so much

I have absolutely no desire to be around any single person who is not in the fandom

take all of louis tomlinson’s pain, triple it, and give it to simon cowell

I don’t think I really recognized how much of that teenage girl living inside of me still held on to one direction as a safety and a comfort until now .

“i have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me”

the regret in zayn’s statement is what’s getting to me 😭😭

it’s so hard explain to someone who isn’t in the fandom how i’m feeling rn except i literally don’t feel worth anymore. they were my everything. my whole world revolved around them. now it’s gone and it’ll never be the same. wtf do i do now ?

it’s crazy how people heard the news about liam and moved on with their lives almost immediately, meanwhile i’m stuck in this weird haze where i forget about it for a few minutes and then i remember and it feels like a knife to the chest again

not to be dramatic but this one direction thing is kinda a forever thing for me

to all argentina directioners who are trying to protect liam’s dad privacy THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND JUST KNOW THAT THE REST OF THE WORLD IS RIGHT THERE WITH YOU.

i hate how the time on the posts is getting bigger. 19h ago, 9h ago, 1day ago, 17h ago. it’s moving too fast and it’s like every hour we are getting farther away from him and i hate this

you were bigger than the whole sky.

something inside me died that day

i think the reason why 1D had such a huge success is bc they were so girlhood coded, idk if this makes sense but like the boys didn’t show an ounce of toxic masculinity, they were physically affectionate with eachother, not scared to share their emotions and also were proud that+