@polar80a
i write to feel real
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4 months ago
I don’t cry for help—I’ve taught myself to bleed quietly.
This mind does not fit into this society.
this world speaks a language my soul doesn't understand.
I never sleep, I just survive the night.
Something in me always makes people leave.
Every time i open up, i regret it.
I don’t know who I am without the sadness.
it hurts most when no one notices you’re breaking.
In the end, I realized I was all I had.
I call you “someone” but I always mean you.
when all else fades, the pain remains loyal.
nothing left to say, everything left to feel.
some days, i can't even look in the mirror.
i miss moments that were never truly mine.
i speak your name like a curse and a prayer.
3 months ago
I don’t carry your name, i carry your ghost.
My childhood taught me survival, not love.
i’m tired of being. not tired from, just tired of.
holding on, even when i don’t know why.
i wasn’t loved gently, that’s why i love like this.