confession time i will not consider myself truly disordered until i get skinny (if ever). like objectively i do disordered things but i'm not actually sick until my body reflects my mind.

tight clothes highlight my fat rolls and baggy clothes make me look fatter

i open twt > i open insta > i open twt > i open insta > i open twt > i open insta > i open twt > i open insta > i open twt > i open insta > i open twt > i open insta > i open twt > i open insta > i open twt > i open insta >

I wish you could commit suicide wihtout it affecting your loved ones

body not tea. body milkshake. body pile of sugar. body heavy whipping cream. body butter.

I do not "have a study method", I do not do "study plans". I sit down and read, and if I don't remember what I read, I KILL MYSELF

Nothing more triggering than your own lw bcs

i feel so tired it's been only a week of school (𖦹﹏𖦹;)

like school was not it all week n i cried over 30 times n i overeat a lot i hope next week will be better but it probably won't be

scrolling edtwt after binging & seeing everyone’s low intakes

well it probably won't be better cus they changed my schedule n it sucks even more now

no one: me the second i finish eating:

i yap too much to my friends abt useless stuff no one cares abt my medical problems n that i read smth i should just blow up

i forgot to do weigh in today ՞߹ - ߹՞ i will do it tmrw after school we will see if i gained or not

and suddenly you’re 6 again, you don’t know what calories are, you just love food because it’s yummy and gives you energy

me

i kinda feel envious that my friends are having romantic stuff going on n i don't like that feeling cus i want my friends to be happy but then i feel sad cus i never had those feelings n idk

when will i get someone to love me ՞߹ - ߹՞