how it feels when im laying on my side and my stomach touches the mattress and my thighs rub against each other and

ok good morning guys whats going on where am i who am i what is the purpose of our existence

when someone who i do not fucking like has more friends and is more loved by their parents

miserable at my hw and miserable at my lw does it ever get any better

sometimes to get out of bed and brush my teeth i think "do it for [fav character]" but all my favs r ugly and evil so whats the point

what if i have reverse body dysmorphia and i think im skinner than i actually am

do any of u play cry of fear i just finished chapter 1

idk if ill ever be able to make peace with the fact that i will never be happy with myself tbh

i think i gotta slit my wrists

do u guys like my shirt

moots interact if u see this im tryna see something

my head hurts. my wrists hurt. my stomach is bloated. my thigh fat multiplies when i lie down but i NEED to lay down cause my head hurt. im nauseous because of my headache and its making me crave food. but when i try to eat. i know ill throw it up

"gee i wonder how i gained weight?!" i say with a bowl of ramen in my hands that will later be filled with more ramen and some ramen even

i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse i need to get worse

i lowkey need irl shedtwt friends

i genuinely just need the sun to explode cmon its gotta be not that hard right

im not even mad when people r into cringy shit now im only mad when the people who used to bully me for it are into it now

For a bitch on a diet I sure do spend a lot of fucking money on food

i feel like a sleeper agent when it comes to the word calories or macros everytime someone within a 10 kn radius even thinks about those words my fight or flight instincts kick in