getting back on the grind. tired of still being a fucking fatass.

not bad all things considered. but man no clouds no breeze no shade, im dying 🥲 last two are before and after the walk XD excuse the hair on my tummy im a pcos girlie

walk was a little shorter today but, its still something <3

walk went good! i sweat so much and im actually drinking WATERRR?!?! but yeh i MIGHT walk more later in the evening since i didnt walk yesterday and i did eat a lot yesterday :P

exceeded my steps today :D also i got a new jacket today! :3

not sure which to trust :’< one is my phone only and the other is my watch app, theyre synced but i think maybe the watch is more accurate? i had my phone with me on my walk but im not sure! its probably the 9k but yeah walk went good today :3

i have so much more to lose :(

i lost two pounds since starting to try and lose again. two pounds down, bout a million to go 😀

its my birthday! :3

i dont know what to do, im in a state of just feeling so fucking huge and hating my body so much yet, no motivation. how can i not have motivation when i look the way i do. i dont know what to do.

absolutely HATE my body and my weight yet have no motivation to walk anymore or to try and eat better. getting the feeling that im gonna be stuck at this forever.

oh yeah and i dyed my hair in november :>

wishing i could be lobotomized because tell me why i KNOW how to lose weight, know exactly what to do, but still struggle with MENTAL hunger. i guess its expected when i struggled so bad with BED but ugh. still the same. i hate this.

havent been on here but still doing my walks and the route, i know im short of 10k but ive been so depressed i dont come out of my room all day except to walk my route. will update when ive made more progress. still fat.

fatspo for yall since thats all im good for. dont be like me.