i’m sorry i’m just so tired ive been thinking about $v1c1d3 very heavily lately if i dont get back to 120 by the end of december im not even joking like i’m literally having to restrain myself from it in this very moment i want nothing more than to d13

breakfast after spiraling for the past few days, hey guys i’m alive unwell but alive 🩷🩷🩷

face slimming down again slightly, that’s nice pics from last night, i was miserable

doing psych homework, and causally read this acronym as “goal bmi”

i had about 1000-1200 calories today i think… i burned some but still guilty… tomorrow will be better 🙃

hi eating disorder it is my birthday 😝😝😝 i’ll go back to disordered activities tomorrow, unfortunately i have a birthday dinner to attend

IF MY GOD I DIDNT THINK THIS POST WAS GOING TO BLOW UP IM A DAY LATE 😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVE YOU GUYS WTF

hi guys again, i wanted to show you this mug i got as a gift for myself 🥰u can someone explain to me why every time i think of or see cutsey mugs or plates, they feel ed coded ??? i know they literally aren’t related but… you know… 😝

does anyone else have this vivid memory of a model from like a movie, documentary, or maybe just like a video clip in the bathroom eating a sandwich, and for every bite she purged it like am i going insane, did i imagine this, why do i have such a intense memory of watching it

so i’m taking a gap semester because want to die 🩷🩷🩷 and picking up over the summer :)

i’ve had half a cup of beans and an 80 calorie piece of mochi so far today… eventually i’ll have avocado toast but i’ve been doing this for the past week… i’m so exhausted but i cannot bring myself to eat more like i’ve been so depressed i just can’t

ANYWAYS, ENOUGH SAD STUFF, HIIII HELLO CAN YOU GUYS SAY HI TO ME PLEASE HIIIUI

a chai and three tortilla for breakfast how about you guys 😍 (i’m out of literally everything else)

i got a hair cut i love my girlfriend life is good yay

also i’ve been eating like 700 calories for the past few days (adderall is amazing) and on top of this walking like crazy and i can tell ive lost weight, LIFE IS SOO GREAT LATELY ILL BE UNDERWIGHT IN NO TIME UGHHH

from last night 🐱