Evening dress by House of Worth, 1910-12. Whitaker Auctions.

My apologies for my unnecessary outbursts the past few days.

I. Do not understand what is happening here.

Is it too much to ask that people just call me Fanshawe?

Day dress, 1898. Irma G. Bowen Historic Clothing Collection at the University of New Hampshire.

I feel ridiculous. Like I am playing dress up.

. . .

... perhaps I was too presumptive.

Evening cape by Maria Gallenga, 1925. The MET.

I was an idiot.

Even Bea does not wish to be something like this. Hah.

I feel. Confident.

Something. Is wrong.

I have decided he is not malicious but rather an annoyance like a burr stuck in ones shoe. Unnecessary.

I am afraid for her. Very much so.

Bea...

|| I've finally bothered reactivating my main so if for some reason you want to see my shitty art, hear me complain about Starbucks, or see pictures of my cats, you can follow me elio 🏹💖

'Wedding between female lovers'. Photographed in the 1900s.

Everyone seems. Different.

Easter...and everything is wrong.