bought a skateboard and already took a major tumble that im surprised didnt strain or break my ankle somehow. also i dont like logging on to twitter anymore. hm

i feel like fucking shit and i just found out my mom has been watching me inmy fucking house which is crazy because she's fucking dead i actually hate being alive

:/

i like minecraft

feel like a girl for the first time in years that's not right is it

unfortunately, timelapse of me withering away

and thats a wrap never feeling close to any1 ever again . roll credits

idek why i even still try i dont even know what part of me is genuine anymore i want to push every one i've ever met away from me i dont ever want to give myself the chance of feeling like this again over dumb shit

btw no fe2 (maybe) no forsaken no floodcoins no azuretime no secondchance because im evil now how has everyone been

i spent 5 hours in the sun exposed to uv rays and my bus driver looked like he was recently electrocuted and only told me to wake up i dont know if im real

i already had an fe2 related project i was working on before this all so i'll probably still work on that but its only cause i need to make animations for a portfolio now kay

why not why wont you play flood escape BECAUSE FLOOD ESCAPE KILLED MY MOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you guys think if i draw things i "hate" right now as "jokes" i can trick myself into liking it again

the todoroki figure i went for as a joke but actually got first try fighting the pac man ghosts i started tweaking over on the claw machine

relistening to the audio for that one fe2 project i have in mind and its kinda bringing my spark back

roblox birthday game i found on the forum do tell what did you get

this is the only time i'll ever publicly reveal my birthday except on the day before my birthday because i have a picture for that

no i feel it coming again my severe depressive episode it like lifted for one day guys help me help im becoming sleepy again noooooooooooooooooooo i dont wanna go back to only barely being able to play minecraft release me release me