i just had a fuckinh panic attack thats nevr felt likr the others mu arms are shaking im so fucking scared righr now

im so alone and everyone who says theyre alone like me is such a liar they dont know what its like to have zero friends irl and i havemt left my house since june and the only reason i left it then was to leabe the state

ive lost 5 pounds ^_^ its probably just because i havent eaten and the 1-5 pound flux we do naturally though 💔

but big spoonnn you have so much to do and i have nothing ahead of me 😃

give it a fucking rest

im on my period i want to die so bad every time everyones gentility disappears

life has no purpose anymore

Oh mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head And as I climb into an empty bed Oh well, enough said

my mutual got suspended im so sad

i bought a jump rope because HOLY the calorie burning rates are so peak and bro im sorry but the treadmill is so fucking boring

And why did you give me so much love in a loveless world When there is no one I can turn to To unlock all this love? And why did you stick me in self deprecating bones and skin?

sobbing becausr i wanr my mommy but my mom wants me desd and we havent talked in almost 4 months

if you praise someone too much they will look for your self destruction to fuel their attention cravings

perfumes ive used till empty victorias secret - bare vanilla , pure seduction , frost melt juicy couture - viva la juicy sabrina carpenter - sweet tooth (pink) bodycology - sweet love , pink vanilla wish , strawberry cheesecake bath and bodyworks - strawberry snowflakes..?

oh hello

tb to my friends touching me LOL

shawty you so fucked up 😭😭😭

im starting to romanticize my own insanity

i cant fucking sleep god help us all

i cant kms when florette powder is on the way 😛