I need attention and I need it NOW

My cloths smell like weed my mom hot boxxed me a lil again

I hate reminiscing on things that I know are over

my tweets get little to no interactions it’s embarrassing

Tweeting like this is kinda just like talking into to the void ah

Eveytime I bump into someone it reminds me how TOUCH starved outside of family I am

It dosent matter, any of this. Nothing really dose. It’s crazy, rveyone sees from theirown eyes, eveything will be remember or forgotten, repeat after pest what is there to do? To prep for a future that’s “in your hands”? I want to watch, not to be.

I remember when I hang out with more then 2 people or 3 includingme people, I end up just watching, because that’s just what I am, I’m not awqgeerrdd I’m just wahcthing. Eveything. Pullingeasysyaformmuphine now, it seems weird. Maybe it’s justlate,

Eveything is so reallll but sofake?????? I seeardr on eveything that my day to day todusaaayyy is just the same same same same evenifiymt really isn’t livingnis so repeetivie I breath and a blink? What if I was just acammra right, I just watchjedovthers live their lives?

Do I reallynot care or doijusynot have the abbbilltty to feelmuch butt nithinng Znighing, nothing, I go do whatever becuussi have to, I’m wrong for this I learnt wrong I can’t congglle the way I think of the lakekiifo??? I’m a badperson. I knowwiikam I knowit eveyonedoseoooooohh

I cannthempbjtrepeatmyseldeveything timemitryito explains. Ehhyi I feel theywyayaiido iutsswirddidididkjJjJjJjJjjI csnnnnnttt. Ymknoowvvvvv??? I don’t wannnnt anything this this i wish ikusywcould be a normal NORRTIMIPICAL boy. I wnanananannanananbuy no!!!!! I’m so wrmgong kmnnn

I fontfuckingcare about anht ofthisnagnoooorree i want to relive the moment tthatsemnt lieksosmthing that couldlastoforevevbh t i cant. I just cant i just cant I just cant cuz they are over n i thought itwaasoaonive. It wa sosoniceC i miss playinffganes with my friends itsmyfLy

I try tomakkennewfreiendsnowadays right but they end up leaving me on seen and it dosent seem like they care for me really really. I only have like one friend who really doseiiiiii cnsntt bruhhh I wannntt toogo tocosmeyjone for someyhing and not makinnncthemuncufilble

I want physyuicaklnoctsc so BAD fuck. I wnanna be held and told it was okay I just wannnnnansnsn be payyedd and on the shoulder, I needdddohhsicalconetak im sososososoosososososo. I csntdorguiiiiss reLlllly. Evenenemakaopapapapappa

Eve nn ifciiwerrrgo talk to someone about this what would irvevn say?????? It’s the SAME every TIME. I can’t do anything about it, maybe I just wanna be heard. Maybe I just wanna know, but if I knewwhy would talk someone about it whohadvenny)6cvvv???

ok fuck this shit fr ts time im done rsant twetong no one is foing to read them,im justgoonnnaa godcutorsomthing then sleep.

“I’ll sleep early and wake up at 5am!” Look I don’t know how it went from 9pm to 11pm.. just a blink of an eye and boom!

Gulp.. I kinda just realized I was like tweckimg for like.. 2 hours how was that two hours it felt lik 15 minutes.. ok naywayyysysyc goodnight oomfies

licks you as you scroll

ok gn fr ts time