At different times in the day I have the urge to turn off my consciousness.

I loathe the fact that AI is the buzzword of the year.

There is no escaping until everything stops existing.

I'm at the age where a lot of my friends are getting married and 'settling down with kids'. I hate marriage content so much.

Life is a scam.

There is no need to be brought into existence.

A lot of people going about their day ignoring the fundamental flaw that life is pointless.

Being born is being sentenced to death.

Death is my portion.

Existence is a curse, whatever animates it needs to be stopped.

I need to die sooner.

The original sin is procreation.

Life doesn’t offer anybody lessons besides burning you in many ways until you learn not to touch the fire. That’s all there is to it.

People who procreate have an artificial stake in the system, but even that is being taken away. People who choose to be childfree say fuck you to the system + walk away on their own terms. Procreation is for slaves + childfree is for fuck the system.

The pleasures in life are never worth the suffering to be faced. The less privileged, the worse the suffering.

Today I saw a child stricken with polio, begging on the ground. Their siblings were also begging. Their parents have to pay rent to the area boys so they can have a spot to beg. Society is designed in a way where people have to depend on the "kindness" of strangers to survive.

Everyday my cynicism grows larger.

I really want to be dead.

I have been reading a report on IMF debt in Africa + I just found out, Africans pay 4x higher interest on their debt than Americans + 8x higher than Germany. It’s disgusting. It demonstrates how rigged this game is + designed to keep certain ppl worse off than others. Sick.

There's a hum of nothingness in the background of all endeavours and humans in their tragic perspectives find themselves being forced to toil regardless of their awareness or lack of.