Going from being non-disabled to disabled later in life means I keep pushing myself to keep up with others and then crashing HARD 😔

I would've seriously just gone into severe PTSD if it wasn't for all the support received from friends, my community, and my husband. Even if you think you do little for the world, you've done plenty for me. Thank you for being there for me, I can't say it enough.

🦁🎀 Naively hoping things will change, but they never do. #art #vtuber

Let's talk about Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS)! 🗒️ POTS is a disorder of the autonomic nervous system, which is the branch of the peripheral nervous system that controls your bodily functions, organs, and all the stuff inside you that you don't consciously

🦁🎀 As blue as the deepest sea. #nationalbikiniday #art #vtuber

The crash after overworking for a week is hitting me 💀💀 soooo sleepy and in pain 😔

I wrote a 7 page letter to SSI for my brother and my dad put it through chatgpt and I- 💀🤢🤢

I can't do it with my family yall. I have wanted to kill myself every single day, and I'm so tired. I was so relaxed and calm for 2 years. I'm moving back. I'll just deal with the HOA.

I'll try to return to streaming when my desk is back. This whole experience just reminded me of what I forgot in the last 2 years. Don't be like me and give people a million chances 😔👌

Getting back to feeling content and stable. On the one hand, I feel like a fool. On the other hand, I'm glad I learned. We'll be getting back to normalcy with everything else soon. Just give me a bit longer.

Happy and relaxed #cats