Mum's last harvest- she planted these at the start of the year. She always called the allotment her happy place ❤️

'I've never heard silence like this before.' 💔

Ricky Gervais was a genius with this series. He totally knows what its like to grieve and be devastated by it 💔 Ricky Gervais

How has it been two months since I received the worst phone call of my life. As each day passes the pain gets worse. I miss u so much Mum 💔

'I've never heard silence like this before.'

My heart is so broken 💔💔

'I feel sad all the time.' 💔

'Now, Sunday mornings I just sleep in. It's like I buried my faith with you.' 💔💔

Whenever I was depressed and couldn't get out of bed, you'd always be there. You'd stay up with me until the early hours of the morning as I cried to you. To know you aren't there and there is no way for me to contact you hurts more than anything. I feel so lost and hopeless. 1/2

2/2 This life is truly awful. 💔💔

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How has it been 3 months since the worst day of my life? Everything has changed since then for the worst, including myself. I wish more than anything that I could go back to our old life and not take for granted the time we had together. I'm sorry, Mummy 💔

I miss you so much, Mum. I'd do anything to have you back here where you belong 💔