I’ve been depressed for over a decade and wanted to change my anti depressant, my psychiatrist said no I can’t have any because DBT is the main treatment. What the actual fuck I get no say in this. Fuck outpatient

Living with your bf includes cleaning up after him 24/7 , not for the weak

I have a love/hate relationship with lax, it’s like a toxic partner you can’t let go of

My bf doesn’t mind me purging and it’s probably the best and worst thing ever

Stopped drinking alc 4 days ago and I’m already down 2kg 🧚 girls going sober fr this time

Breakfast ✨ (Of champs) Wellbutrin, lamotrigine, 2 lax, probiotic, multivitamin & omega 3 Washed down with a Fanta Zero??! When did they come out with a sugar free version I’m screaming it’s so good!

Okayyy wait it has 10c and 2g of sugar but she’s worth it 🍊

I would like a different brain please and thanks

I got a walking pad I’m so happy 🧚 aiming for 30k tomorrow

Idk how to put a tw on this im sorry!! But wtf , I took a break from walking and see this

I’ve become really bad for ignoring / taking days to reply to irl messages. I don’t have the energy to communicate anymore and pretend im fine

Walking pads make it sm easier to get steps in , going to keep it up and see how much weight I can lose

Breakfast ~ yogurt bowl with raspberries and kiwi 🥝 ~190 c ~ 10k steps

Steps from yesterday and today 🧚 I’ve been purging everyday for the past 2 weeks and there’s blood in my vomit and burst blood vessels under my eyes. Definitely going to try my best to purge less, why does it have to be so hard 😭 NEVER start purging guys it’s so bad

Finishing off today with 26k, it never feels like enough. I planned to take a rest day tomorrow (10k) but I don’t see that happening I hate my body sm

Is it just me or are people way too generous when guessing bmi’s???

I need to lose about 20lbs I feel huge , side note I’m so excited for autumn 🍂

Does anyone trust their Apple/fitbit watches calories burnt? I need to know the truth I’ve trust issues

I came to stay with my parents and somehow ended up scoring a bag of coke?? High heart rate burning cals I guess 😂

161 bpm