current intake so far today: 1 swizzels lolly 1 apple dipped in low fat yogurt Feel sick but idk if that is from hunger or something else 🤷

i miss when i wasn’t THIS mentally ill

time for a nutritious breakfast of a chuppa chubs lolly and a cup of tea (with milk because i need proper tea to live)

omad brunch (not the book, obvs)

my friend has asked me to move in with her. if i do i won't be able to b/p as much. on the other hand, i won't be able to b/p as much...

today's intake: 1 x swizzel's lolly 1 x protein bar 1 tin cream of mushroom soup total = 458 cals

i don't deserve food.

beat myself in the ribs with a hammer and now it fucking hurts to breathe. might give it five and have a nice cup of tea before round 3.

intake so far today. 1 x thai cup a soup - 39 cals 3 x cups of tea with milk - let's say 50 cals 1 x sugar free candy - 8 cals total - 97 cals

the guilt that comes with an ed is so hard to carry

i'm disgusting and vile. honestly if i died it would take a few weeks maybe for everyone to realise how much better their lives are without me. they would realise i did them a favour before long.

my suicide note would say "you're welcome."

breakfast. i'm a good for nothing pos but at least i can deny myself food

snack is one fat free, low cal tomato cup a soup. might even be lunch, idk.

almost passed out doing my makeup lmao. had to lie down on the bathroom floor.

so tired yesterday that even my ed was quiet. had mushroom and egg on toast for breakfast and it didn't say a word. like both of us collectively agreed we cba for the day and called a truce.

joking with my co-workers on my out the door to purge my lunch.

healthy weight?? not that i am one to talk exactly. but both ways there is a healthy and unhealthy. you can't mask unhealthy with "body positivity".