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man... months and months and months of not drawing has really done a number on me. i can't do shit. no motivation. just throw me in the dumpster and end it already

some kind of date

i have all these drafts of comics and pages of ideas that will probably never see the light of day because i have no willpower and i just can’t draw anymore ughhh

sugio

tried drawing. didn't get anywhere. agonizing. no motivation. what use are hands if i can't draw the things in my brain! maybe i'll use them to slap myself into oblivion. self-murder hands

ugh. i was going to try to draw this weekend but man, living is exhausting

i'm sorry. i don't have the strength or motivation to draw anything. it's exhausting enough just trying to get through the day... i feel like such a disappointment ugh i'm sorry

俺は全然大丈夫です~ ははは~

しまった

idea for an ogata print…

it's been a while

just some pals

despite intentions i have not kicked the proverbial bucket. existing is still a big pain but i am trying to make of it what i can so yea. hopefully i remember how to draw

sorry for disappearing for a while... things have been real bad to say the least and social media gives me terrible anxiety

i miss doing fun things like this...

ogata doodle