Oh, Aztlan blues And reds and greens and golds I hope that I die When I'm a hundred years old

I'm as sure as the moon rolls around you That I could be happy

And you struggle with sobriety, dreams of notoriety Listening to Kill ‘Em All Tend for high society, social anxiety We missed you at the Head Banger's Ball

Is that a highball in your Sprite can? It's a forgotten name from a one night stand

You know I'm a liar Nobody helps a liar

I've been wearing all black Since the day it started When I stopped and looked back As my mind departed

When you kissed me, I was so annoyed ‘Cause I was already gone

Even the Lord will forget about us Down in the Pelican Bay

You are what you love And not what loves you back That's why I'm here on your doorstep Pleading for you to take me back

I beg your pardon, I'm not looking for a cure I've seen enough of my friends in the depths of the God-sick blues

Endless talk, you're not getting off I could not leave it alone I wanted to please you, my dress was see-through As I looked through your phone

How bad do you really want it? How hard will it make you cry?

Are we killing time? Are we killing each other?

I was a girl in a black Corvette Getting head in the shadows

It's never gonna be the way it used to be You cannot unsee the search history

Follow your joy'all I'm not a toy, y'all I got heart

And if you don't expect it, I won't expect it either When we take off our clothes

If you wanna know who I am Ask any one of my friends I'm just trying to keep the dream alive

It's a sleight of hand A white soul band The heart attacks I'm convinced I have Every morning upon waking

I've been searching through meditation With my own powerful mind