hi i wrote the end of premeditated for fun happy guy

It's gonna be me ripping a bong if you couldn't guess already

Compliments make me rly uncomfortable but being insulted to my face also bothers me so like Idk how I'm supposed to function like a person I try making jabs at ppl as like little jokes but I take it to far a lot and so now everyone just insults me back and I feel bad for it 😭

needed to do the whole roundabout of the meme versions :3c #fnf #fridaynightfunkin #fnfgf #gffnf #nenefnf #fnfnene #picosschool

It's done kiwi🫧 did the art !!!!

see but if Let There Be Light was about Dust Man reaaally liking pizza

Ok lowk forgot I had this acc but ima use it say sum things I wouldn't usually say on main I envy tf out of people all the time and show it in bad ways but the truth is if I envy or act jealous of you it's probably just bc I think ur shits cool and wish for the day I get as good

Like fuck there's so many things friends do or even jst other content creators do and it'll like shatter my ego and make me look at my own content with disgust And I'm willing to admit I have a fragile ego and my short tempered nature makes it worse

It's just like damn sum of yall are so creative and smart and I KNOW that if I put in the time and effort I could get just as good but there's some days, even weeks where I just shut down and don't want to do anything and then I end up feeling like I make no improvement

I feel like I do put in a lot of effort in my content but sumtimes I look at it and instantly think it's not good enough I think I just let a lot of things get to my head that other people don't (or maybe they all do and I just suck at being normal)

So I do apologize for moments where I let my ego get the better of me and go on a tangent abt smth stupid I just feel very passionately about sum things and I take it overboard and I will try to watch myself from now on

I can be a very negative person sometimes and I've let myself get more comfortable around some people I speak to but it's still not behavior that I think is healthy and if you hear me doing it shut me down immediately please

It's very hard for me to say and admit these kinds of things to a group of people on a call or in dms but being able to speak generally is a lot easier for me This isn't even like smth I talked abt with anyone before hand this is just things I wanted to say

people are so good at writing i cant keep up with them at all ughhhhhhhhh this shit is so hard to do right

Smoking weed listening to a shayy stream and playing Mario world Good day

I want to get closer to the friends I have now But it's so hard for me to go to people and talk about vulnerable things I don't wanna be that person who dumps everything on everyone but I just want to talk to people who might get what I'm feeling and have insight

Today has been the worst because of my dad this is fucking unbelievable