When baby said “You can do it first Ima do it worse, gotta double the payback” I felt that, cause I’m gone let you play yourself first then I’m gone show you how it’s done..
not even going to lie I embarrassed myself this past year, doubling back on people I SAID I was done with. Trying to see the good in people when the truth was right in my face. I won't be doing that tht anymore.. I'm back to matching energy.. 2023 I'm NOT overplaying my part.
At some point in our adult lives we have to become comfortable with ppl talking about us. like be okay with being screenshotted, group messaged, lied on, cause I know I AM If I spent every second of my time addressing the things I heard, Id be broke miserable angry & stagnant.
Suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking