just realized that in order to stop binging i have to stop binging

i hate myself but not this much.

i regret yesterday’s binge so bad omfg why couldnt i just go to sleep?

im trying on my summer clothes and basically none of my shorts fit me anymore, they are all too big🫤 i dont like that

im not that great at being anorexic sorry guys

Pls tell me I’m not the only one that has this happen but I can easily starve like all day and be fine without food but as soon as I start eating I simply CANNOT stop. I will eat and eat and eat and just never feel full but it’s only AFTER I eat something

being disordered & loving baking is not for the weak 💔

there’s so many fruits i havent tried, i didnt even realise that

i dont really think that my weight loss is really noticeable but then i look at old photos of my thighs

normalize hanging out without getting food💔💔

i feel like i am more likely to binge when i skip breakfast

anyway binged 3rd day in a row, 7 of out 19 days of june were binge days🥰 kms

i keep telling myself that “oh one binge wont ruin everything” but i keep binging so i keep eating over my maintenance so i will gain and i wont be able to call this water weight anymore

wish i was one of those ppl that starve when they’re depressed unfortunately i have to eat my emotions

my shopping todayyy

im a friendless loser with an eating disorder, thats just pathetic

its the 4th time im trying to make myself throw up and i just cant, im stuck with binge and i cant even undo it. fucking hell what is this shit, is the whole summer going to look like it? i overeat out of boredom?