Nothing in life is certain, but I must say this does increase my confidence. I hope all of you know how much I appreciate your encouraging words. I will be dropping my application and resume this weekend and hope for the best. I really am blessed to have such a supportive

Jakoby did we grow up to be a super spy like we planned? Not exactly, but sorta? 🤔 We joined the army infantry at 17 and deployed to Iraq at 19. Went to sniper school at 20. We got skydive certified and now we are a relatively respected hacker part of a wonderful community.

I officially put in my application this morning I am feeling really confident about this this opportunity would be life changing on a level I cant fully articulate if i am being honest I am not a religious man, but god have i been praying for a blessing like this recently

I know this might seem small and kind of dumb But I bought a lawn mower and cut my grass today Its been a while since my house has looked like a home from the outside I've been putting a lot of effort into improving myself and my surroundings lately I know I havent posted as

If there is a god he hates me Unfortunately just now read the email that said the position has been filled I'm just going to be brutally honest You guys aren't going to hear from me anymore If I couldn't land this position with all of your recommendations and even one from the

So today was a really really good but annoying day Went to a calisthenics meet up that had 76 people! I had so much fun, and met cool people, and i didnt feel alone I helped 10 people land their very first backflip on flat ground And they do this every Saturday morning But

Looking back on this today i just feel pure guilt 😔 I shouldn't be trying to make friends when im like this Letting people get close is pure selfishness I need to do the right thing and isolate I can't allow myself to be weak and go again next week

Been applying to a handful of jobs each week. Woke up to 3 rejection letters today. Like first thing I see when I wake up in my notifications. I know the game is to be persistent and keep trying, but God does it hurt I just don't really have anything left to give ya know. I'm

As of this month I've officially been going to the gym consistently 6 days a week for 2 years now Its the one thing thats helped me maintain somewhat of a schedule in my life. Its honestly insane how strong I've gotten. Physically im doing so much better. I just need to find

From 141 to 187 It feels good to be in shape again Switched to exclusively inclined bench recently and finally building out my upper chest That calisthenics group meet up is tomorrow morning Trying to build up the courage to go back to it again Being consistent with new

I've continued to put in more applications day after day Still no good news yet, but there is one company right now I feel pretty good about and waiting for a reply from them Can't put into words how hopeful I am they give me a chance. Fingers crossed, prayers up Just can't

Gained 300 new followers from yesterday's post and broke the 20k follower mark Thats pretty awesome and crazy to think 20k people have seen my work and thought "yea i wanna see more" I really appreciate you guys I feel blessed

Update: 800 new followers in the last 48 hours. Truly blessed. Have a meeting tomorrow that might lead to a life changing job. Hope the blessings continue. And you guys might be the very reason I get it, you all are appreciated more than you know

Update: 800 new followers in the last 48 hours Truly blessed. Tomorrow I have a meeting that will potentially lead to a life changing job Fingers crossed and hope the blessings continue And you guys might be the reason I get it. I appreciate you all more than you can know

Set a new bench PR post accident 275 😊 About to hop in a meeting in 15 minutes that might lead to that job I've been talking about Fingers crossed and hopeful 💪

Its weird to think my birthday is in 73 days and im officially going to be the same age my dad was when he took his life Never really thought that would ever happen He had 4 kids by this point and I still feel like a kid Life has been really rough for me these last few years

In the 5 days this has been live you guys have generated over 40k shells Thats wild 130k views and almost 3k bookmarks I've been sent like 10 different articles and blog posts written on it too Thats pretty cool I need to release more of my tools i do believe

Update: I actually did an interview. This was the one job in god knows how long to even get that opportunity. I got nothing but positive feedback, like a lot of it just to find out they can only hire remote workers in 24 states and I dont live in one of them. i'm done. i'm