Do I even have an eating disorder anymore

what it feels like to consider potentially recovering and then remembering that you are in fact genuinely fat

#edtwt #wl focus.

losing 10 kg would heal me

how did i let myself get this big

imagine being born skinny. growing up skinny. being skinny forever.

need to lose arm fat need to lose leg fat need to lose stomach fat need to lose face fat need to lose every fat

me whenever i don’t see any progress

how i feel logging back into edtwt every couple months

i want thin thighs i want skinny arms i want a flat stomach i want a thigh gap i want to see my bones i want to look sick i just want to be skinny

Mourning the body I would’ve had by now if I just locked the fuck in

another year wasted being fat